chasing the truth

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What was the first thing you did this morning?
rolled out of my bed and put on my uniformm

What is your favorite cereal?
cinnabon ceral<3333 its wonderful

Would you rather marry a millionaire that is unfaithful or middle class worker that only has eyes for you?
middle class workerr.

Would you rather have a job that requires strength of the body or the mind?
strength of the mind, why not

If you were the opposite sex for a day, what would be the first thing you’d do?
make myself a sandwich

What is the scariest thing that has ever happened in your life (that you can share)?
hmmm. there was this gross bug that i didnt realize was in my bed as i was reading, and i felt something on my leg so i looked under the covers and saw this huge red thing with a bunch of legs on my calf, i leaned over to grab a tissue to kill it, and i put it over the bug but when i lifted my hand up the bug wasnt in the tissue, and it jsut disappeared and i freaked out and then ran out of my room screaming, but my dad found it and killed it.

oh, also when insane mrs bergman looked right next to my head in the middle of chemistry, and calmly stated “oh, the snake got out again” i screamed and jumped on the chair and was like crying. it was horrible

Would you ever consider plastic surgery?
ehh, depends if my boob ever decide to grow.

What skill do you feel is stronger: your math skills or your english skills?
english<3

How old were you when you had your first kiss?
wouldnt you like to know.

Are you following the Presidential race?
there isnt one?

Do you consider yourself more of a liberal or a conservative?
liberal 4 lyfe

If you could spend a day in another person’s body, living their life; who would it be and why?
hayley williams

spongebob squarepants

dr house

some people im friends with

my dog

If you had to choose, would you rather be blind or deaf?
deaf. i dont really care about sound. id rather not hear than not see.

Who is the one person who can always make you laugh?

my sister, the usual neighborhood friends, and my lunch tablee ahahha. and some other people from school and cheer. (:

If you and a member of the opposite sex were the last people on earth, but they looked like Cruella Deville and Mister Ed had a baby, would you procreate? (Just to populate the earth)?
interesting quuestion, yes?

What are you passionate about?
medicine, gymnastics, my friends, cheer, writing

Do you believe in abortion?
yes, im basically prochoice in every circumstance unless its like full term, like in the third trimester or something. but idk, even then actually, id support it. if its necessary or wanted. i get that people are stupid and get pregnant, but its not like im some crazy religious person obsessed with the sanctity of life and force adoption or actually raising it. like if i were in that situation, i wouldnt want to give birth. so i think its unjustified to take that right away from people—as in, people trying to pass anti-abortion laws; dont they realize there are ways to get around it and the results would be even worse cause its done in secret and illegally, or by oneself… there are ways. just like there were before abortion clinics and better health and technology and procedures. okay rant done, yaay pro-choice!

Imagine you’re an inmate waiting on death row. 
What would you request for your last meal?
hahahha watching a movie on that. and its all we talk about in religion. hmmmmm cheesecake and cookies and 500 pounds of chocolate. yeah

What is the one trait that is mandatory in a potential partner?
sense of humor

Where do you see yourself 10 years from now?
almost twenty-seven, out of med school, doing maah residency perhaps? or actually a doctor by now? the number of years confuse me, i dont feel like counting. hopefully i have a nice house and a boyfriend and a dog and maybe about to start settling down and finding a good job and place to work in a more permanent location. possibly private practice, maybe hospital or major clinic center wise. in someplace calm and quiet, where its cold because i hate bugs and heat. oooh canada! lesssgo with that

 Am-

[ ] i am a university student.

[x] i am a cuddler.

[ ] i am an okay dancer.

[ ] i am a huge fan of lists.

[ ] i am a morning person.

[ ] i am a perfectionist.

[ ] i am a republican.

[ ] i am allergic to something deadly.

[ ] i am an only child.

[ ] i am catholic.

[x] i am content as of this moment.

[x] i am currently in my pajamas.

[x(;] i am currently pregnant.

[x] i am currently single.

[ ] i am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father.

[ ] i am currently suffering from a breaking heart.

[ ] i am okay at styling other people’s hair.

[ ] i am left handed.

[ ] i am married.

[x] i am obsessed with my tumblr

[ ] i am online 24/7, even as an away message.

[ ] i am procrastinating by filling out this list.

[x] i am resentful that i have to grow up.

[ ] i am very shy around the opposite sex.

[ ] i am, or was, pigeon-toed.

[x] i bite my nails.

[x] i can be paranoid at times.

[ ] i carry a weapon with me everywhere i go.

[ ] i collect picture frames.

[x] i currently have a crush on someone.

[x ] i consider myself to be a ‘nerd’.

[] i currently regret something that i have done/am doing.

[x] i curse frequently.

[ ] i don’t hate anyone.

[ ] i enjoy country music.

[ ] i enjoy jazz music.

[ ] i enjoy smoothies.

[] i enjoy talking on the phone.

[ ] i have a car.

[x] i have a mobile phone.

[] i have a hard time paying attention at school.

[] i have a hidden talent.

[x] i have a hobby.

[x] i have a lot to learn.

[x] i have a pet.

[x] i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal.

[x] i have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy.

[x] i have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died.

[x] i have at least one brother and/or sister.

[x] i have avoided work to play with my tumblr

[ ] i have been rejected by someone.

[ ] i have been the “psycho ex” in a past relationship.

[x] i have been to another country.

[ ] i have been to an anime convention.

[ ] i have been to europe.

[x] i have been to las vegas.

[x] i have been told that i am very smart.

[x] i have been told that i have an unusual sense of humor.

[ ] i have broken a bone.

[x] i have caller i.d. on my phone.

[ ] i have changed a diaper.

[x] i have changed a lot over the past year.

[] i have cheated on a significant other.

[x] i have counted down the days until the summer.

[ ] i have dated my best friend’s ex.

[maybe?] i have done something illegal.

[x] i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. (whoever i met after like april 2010)

[x] i have gone scuba diving/snorkling.

[ ] i have had major/minor surgery.

[ ] i have had my hair cut within the last week.

[x(; loljk] i have had sex with someone i was not in a relationship with.

[ ] i have had the cops called on me.

[ ] i have snogged someone i knew i shouldn’t.

[ ] i have snogged someone of the same sex.

[ ] i have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past.

[x] i have mood swings.

[] i have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.

[ ] i have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

[x] i have rejected someone before.

[ ] i have seen the lord of the rings trilogy.

[] i have seen the television show the o.c.

[ x] i have swam in the ocean.

[ ] i have tried a drug that is illegal.

[] i have tried sushi.

[] i have watched sex and the city.

[x!!] i have watched the television show spongebob squarepants.

[ ] i know how to shoot a gun.

[] i like being the center of attention.

[x ] i like eating ramen noodles.

[] i like my handwriting.

[ ] i like shakespeare.

[x obvii] i like the taste of blood.

[ ] i like to cook.

[ ] i like to sing.

[ ] i like to vacuum.

[ ] i love learning foreign languages.

[] i love michael jackson.

[x] i love my friends.

[x] i love olives.

[] i love rain.

[x] i love sleeping.

[ ] i love to play computer games.

[x] i love to shop.

[x ] i love to swim

[x] i miss someone right now.

[] i own 100 cds or more.

[ ] i own a home.

[x] i own and use a library card.

[ ] i play a musical instrument.

[ ] i practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.

[x] i read books for pleasure.

[x] i shave my legs.

[x] i sleep a lot during the day.

[ ] i strongly dislike math.

[x] i think britney spears is pretty.

[wtf?] i think long strings of html code look cool.

[ ] i think that pizza hut makes the best pizza.

[x] i think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.

[ ] i was born in a country other than the usa.

[ ] i watch more tv this year than last year.

[ ] i watch soap operas on a regular basis.

[ ] i wear contact lenses.

[ ] i will try anything once.

[x] i work at a job that i enjoy.

[clearly] i would classify myself as ghetto.

[x] i would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

[ ] i like orange kool aid.

[ ] i can name all 7 of the dwarfs from ‘snow white and the seven dwarfs’.

[x] i like being at school.

[ ] i always love wearing sweaters.

[ ] i love water polo.

[ ] i am currently wearing socks.

[] i am being nostalgic right now.

[ ] i hate summer.

[x] i am tired.

[ ] i love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt

i have ..

[x] been drunk.

[x] smoked pot.

[x] done ecstasy.

[x] done cocaine

[x] done heroin.

[x] done opium.

[x] done pcp.

[x] done lsd.

[x] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes.

[x] huffed air-duster.

LOL JK FOR ALL OFT THOSE ABOVE(;

[ ] been to a rave.

[] been to a real party.

[ ] ridden in a taxi.

[] jumped a ramp with a bike.

[] been dumped.

[x] been used.

[ ] shoplifted.

[ ] ran from the cops.

[ ] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in

[ ] been fired.

[ ] been kicked out of a movie theater.

[x] snuck into a movie.

[] been in a fist fight.

[ ] got hit by a car.

[ ] fired a real gun.

[] snuck out of your parent’s house.

[ ] been arrested.

[x] gone in a mosh pit.

[] stolen something from your school.

[ ] celebrated new years in times square.

[ ] gone on a blind date.

[x] lied to a friend.

[ ] had a crush on a teacher.

[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.

[ ] been to europe.

[x] skipped school.

[ ] thrown up from drinking.

[x] played ‘clue’

[x] had a sleepover party.

[x ] gone ice skating.

[] cheated on a bf/gf.

[] been cheated on.

[ ] had your tonsils out.

[x] been exposed to laughing gas.

[ ] had a car.

[x ] driven a car.

[ ] totaled a car.

do you ..

[x] feel loved.

[x] feel lonely.

[x] feel happy.

[] hate yourself.

[x] have a dog.

[ x] have your own room.

[x ] sing along with your music.

[ ] dance around the house in your underwear.

[ ] listen to hawaiian music.

[ ] listen to underground hip hop.

[xshaadddy<3] listen to rap.

[ ] listen to classic rock.

[] listen to new rock.

[ ] listen to country.

[] listen to reggae.

[] listen to techno.

[] listen to punk.

[x] listen to pop.

[] listen to r&b.

[ ] listen to jazz.

[ ] listen to crooners.

[x] listen to bands that can’t be put into a category.

[x] have hobbies.

[] skateboard.

[ ] do aggressive inline.

[ ] snowboard.

[ ] ski.

[ ] surf.

[ ] skim board.

[x] have more than 1 best friend.

[ x] get good grades.

[ ] play an instrument.

[xsnooki slipzz] have slippers

[ ] wear boxers

[x] wear black eyeliner.

[x ] like the color blue.

[ ] like the color pink.

[] like the color red

[x] like the color green

[] like the color black

[x ] like the color purple

[x] like neon colors

[x ] like to read.

[x] like to write.

[] have long hair.

[] have short hair.

[ x] have a laptop.

[ ] have a pager.

are you ..

[x] bored.

[x] happy.

[] bilingual.

[ ] hawaiian.

[] blonde

[x] a brunette

[ ] a redhead

[ ] a darkhead

[ ] samoan.

[ ] filipino.

[ ] korean.

[ ] british.

[x] white.

[x] italian

[ ] black.

[ ] inuit

[ ] mexican.

[ ] asian.

[ ] a christian

[ ] a muslim

[ ] a jew

[ ] a hindu

[ ] a scientologist

[x] an atheist

[ ] satanist

[x] short.

[] tall

[] just right

[x] realistic

[ ] an emo kid

[x ] sick

[ ] mad

[x] lazy.

[x] talking to someone.

[ ] iming someone.

[x] scared to die.

[ ] buzzed

[ ] high

[x] caffeinated

[x] sleepy.

[ ] annoyed.

[x] hungry.

[x] thirsty.

[ ] on the phone.

[x] in your room.

[ ] drinking something.

[ ] eating something.

[x ] ticklish.

[ ] listening to music

quotes from house rules by jodi picoult, the best book ever. read it.

“Here is what i learned: dead isn’t angels or ghosts. it’s a physical state of breakdown, a change in all those carbon atoms that create the temporary house of a body so that they can return to their most elemental stage. I don’t really see why that freaks people out, since it’s the most natural cycle in the world.”

“i would like to be able to tell her that, yes, now i get it. When someone dies, it feels like the whole in your gum when a tooth falls out. You can chew, you can eat, you have plenty of other teeth, but your tongue keeps going back to that empty place, where all the nerves are still a little raw.”